It should be a good thing.
However, I am afraid.
So afraid that I might not know how to handle it.
I don't wanna do it just because everyone hopes for the better.
I don't think I can control myself just yet.
I won't be like the other friends.
There are bound to be some things that I can't joke about with you.
There are bound to be times whereby I will be reminded of the things we did before.

Im....not ready... just yet.

Cottoncandyclouds; 12:45 AM